I think I want to try to write on this thing regularly.  I must journal or else I'm going to lose all hope haha.

I truly have been feeling down, but then I realized today that I hadn't been spending desired time in prayer.  When I think of all the times that I have come to God in prayer He has answered with a big boom!  An ANSWER!  Praise be to God. 

God has been putting people in my life recently to tell me to focus on the possitive, which in youth ministry is difficult at times, ask any youth pastor.  Praise be to God he had me run into one of my very wonderful leaders, Scott.  He leads our Sunday school and he just started ranting about how awesome the kids in the youth group are.  What a BLESSING that conversation was.  WHAT AN AWESOME experience. 

I know I don't have it all together, I tell God that everyday.  He then tells me that it's time to change.  He tells me that it's time to come back to obeying him in everything that I do.  Every little thing. 

It's about developing Christ's Character I guess, being known for being like Christ.  Ya gotta love it!